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Blue Monday

2012-03-05T20:48:00.001+08:00

Take a look at my baby girl and her new baby, Walrus!!!!! ♥_♥

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My whole mouth's still feeling a little sore from my wisdom tooth surgery so i've been living on porridge and milk for the past few days... It's making me feeling all *emotional* and restless. And messed up.

In fact i feel kinda miserable right now.

I haven't felt this way for a long time now and right at this moment i just wish someone would understand how i feel and be here with me, physically and mentally, shower me with love and take care of me till i feel better. :'c

*SIGH*

Spent my day around my neigbourhood finding pancake mix but to no avail, making breakfast (eggs & sasauges yay finally but i threw away after a few mouths ugh frustrated), watching Greys Anatomy, doing my HK itinerary, putting Cults on replay, drinking milk and eating tau huey (like finally someone understand how i really need to satisfied this craving of mine?!?!!), uploading photos and finally here i am, blogging and wallowing in self-pity

HOW CAN?!?! BLUE MONDAY IS INDEED BLUE

Hopes will be lost

2012-03-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

"The only voice that matters is the one in your head, the one telling you what you probably already knew, the one that's almost always right."

"There are times in our lives when love really does conquer all: exhaustion, sleep deprivation, anything. And then there are those times when it seems like love brings us nothing but pain."

- Greys Anatomy

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2012-02-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

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2012-02-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

CNY Day 2

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You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness/ Like resignation to the end, always the end

Big Fish

2012-02-06T16:57:00.005+08:00

So i mentioned a couple of post back about me winning 2 3D2N tickets to Hong Kong from BigFish right? Well because a lot have been asking me whether it's real or how i win it etc etc so i'm here with the prove!

BigFish isn't a scam. They are a legit Singapore's premium giveaway site. I think there are other such sites, not sure if they are just scams or not but since i'm one of the winner from BigFish, i think y'all can trust them? Plus it's so easy to join! Just like the page, see what prizes you're interested in and just SMS in!

Just 3 easy steps and who knows you might just be the next lucky winner!!!! Imagine you recieve a call and the next thing you know, you're walking away from their office with a new Prada bag........... I WANT

And if you're a girl, you can click on the "I'm a BigFish!" tab and participate in their search for their next social media star. 1st place walks away with $2500 cash, 2nd place walks away with $1500 cash and the 3rd place walks away with $500 cash! Voting ends on 17 Feb which is only 11 days away....

I just watched the Aaron Tan Vs Steven Lim video and people are saying whatever that going on between them rn is just a publicity stunt from BigFish and they are ruining BigFish's reputation all but imho, i don't really care. You are just hoping to win the (awesome) prizes, what for care about the rest right?

By the way this isn't an advert, i'm just helping to publicise BigFish because i cannot stand and don't understand why there are hate comments on their wall. And of course to thank BigFish for the tickets to Hong Kong! Just let me win again ok?!

Anyway i'm so excited to go HK please!!!! Haven't book the tickets yet but Jens and i have been planning and we're thinking of purchasing the return tickets so we can stay there longer! Share with me places/ food/ etc that you think is good and i should check out ok? *^_^*

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4:29PM and i'm bored and freezing in my lab. Counting down to 9 days before i'm finally done with school and out of the campus for good. I! Really! Can't! Wait!!!

Did i mentioned how much i love Instagram already? I really do.
@kaboozza

i hate growing up

2012-02-01T13:38:00.005+08:00

Every night when i'm on my way home, i'll promise myself to check up on jobs and universities, update this space, download songs or at the very least, just upload the many many photos from my phone that i wanna share with y'all. But every night when i get home, i'll start to feel so nua and all i want to do is quickly washed up and head to bed.

I'm so tired every day but i know that's not excuse for my neverending procrastination. Every day people ask me what i plan to do after i graduate (which is like 16 days away yay *beams*) and all i can say is "Work lor. Earn some kachingz while waiting for uni...".

Work what? I don't know. Study what in U? I haven't decided yet. Ugh it's damn frustrating can........ They always tell me i can do photoshoots. I know that and i actually love what i'm doing right now. I really really wish i can do it forever but we all know it's impossible right :(

Ah well.......

Oh ya by the way i think i'm too vain, too self conscious and too materialistic for my own good. I think it's some sort of illness and i wasn't so ill before but i think it's slowly getting serious and i'm afraid i'll become one of those bitch who just can't be contented with whatever they have when i grow up. Typing it out here to remind myself i need to learn to love myself more and that i'm actually good enough ha

Christina Grimmie

2012-01-10T12:37:00.002+08:00

She is so cool, so talented and her voice is so so beautiful. Please go check her other videos out i swear you'll just wanna stalk her youtube the whole day

Ok if you are in my facebook, you'll prolly know that i won a 3d2n Hong Kong trip by BigFish! Yup no kidding i'm really happy but i'll leave that post to the next time. Will be back to update soon catch y'all later x

Goodbye 2011

2011-12-31T17:33:00.001+08:00

Super long post below! Nobody likes a long naggy wordy post so here i have a lot of overdue pictures from months ago + pixels from my trusty iPhone!

Wearing this dress from TSR. I don't do dresses or red a lot but this... I love this dress so much! Wishing they had it in other colour so i can wear it tonight :(

31st Dec 2011 - Last day of the year

How is everyone feeling?

2011 isn't a really bad year for me... While I did gotten myself in some shit every now and then but the good things that happened to me made this year a whole lot better. I didn't make any New Year resolution this year because i know i wouldn't keep to them but in the coming New Year, i would like to have a change.

In 2012, i would like to be....

- More independent
- Be focused at whatever i do, be it my jobs or my studies
- Make the effort to spend more time with people i love, and also love myself more
- Make the effort to bond with my dad and start talking to each other w/o raising our voices
- Be a better person

Count your blessings people, even if shit happens to you sometimes, there are bound to have good things around too. Have a good NYE guys and happy 2012!
HUAT AH!!!!!

Kisses for all, Goodbye! X

Time Bomb

2011-12-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

How's 2011 so far guys?

Jetstar

2011-12-09T16:04:00.003+08:00

I've been procrastinating and lagging for almost a month with my updates but better late than never, right? Haha sorry guys been really busy with my final sem, sigh. 2 weeks down, 10 more to go #thinhkpositive

I! Can! Do! It!!!!

Anyway to make up to the lack of updates, i'm gonna share with you this (even though i'm guessing most people already heard about this) — Jetstar is now having their 7th birthday sales!

Uh........ SO??!

So, that means you can get to bring a friend along for free when you travel! How awesome is that?? Imagine your air ticket to BKK costs about $300 and since your friend gets to go for free because of this promotion, you split the cost with them! That means each of you only have to fork out $175!!!!!

Good deal right! I'm so gonna check out the tickets when i get home later. Need to plan my graduation trip muahahaha

"Celebrate Jetstar’s 7th Birthday! For every full paying passenger who books one of these special sale fares, one passenger flies free! Sale on now until midnight (23:59) Friday 9 December 2011, unless sold out prior. Sale may be extended"

Click here to be directed! The only link you can click to enjoy these sales fares :)

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Ok but before you click that link, please visit Pearlavish first! Pearlyn, the owner from PL gifted me with this basic black dress with side pockets (as in above) and surprisingly the material is really good! Not sheer, doesn't ride up when you walk and doesn't stretch out and lose it's shape after washing!

Go check it out go go go!!

Happy weekends y'all! : )

Wasted Friday

2011-11-19T00:54:00.004+08:00

All prepped, feeling good, having nice hair, was ready to go have a hell of a night at Avatar awhile ago but now i'm just stoning, all alone on my bed in my ugliest but comfiest shirt ever with makeup still on looking gross already.. . ... .. .... .. .

When did it become so hard to just be yourself? To not be afraid? To not have reserves? Life is so short, we are still so young and we are all gonna be young just this once so why have all these fucked up rules...

Goodnight.

2011-11-17T17:21:00.004+08:00

Top & clutch from Stylerally

40 minutes to 6pm ooOoOOoooh yay can't wait for work to be over. I've been searching, copy + paste local blogshops urls and their emails into excel. Yup that's what i've been doing at work for the past few days and i see myself doing the same thing next week too because I HAVE TO FIND THREE FUCKING THOUSANDS BLOGSHOPS. And i'm only at 785 :c

Anyway i've been eating like one cow for the past few weeks. Really is eat non-stop and hungry at every. possible. timing. Gahhh i think i spent too much $$$$ on food, meh this is really bad

6 more (week)days left in the office before my life as an intern is over. Sigh already dreading about going back to school what is this.... :c

Hi

2011-11-17T02:11:00.001+08:00

Sadness & bubbletea

2011-11-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

Everytime i see a depressing post or photo or whatever, i tell myself to stay away from it because i'm sure if i read them, i will feel like crap too. But i don't feel like shit actually. In fact i have been feeling pretty good nowadays. It's just those sad stuffs that makes me sad. That makes me want to feel sadness. Which is just.... Sad. I don't want to feel moody. I want to be happy. I want bubble tea.

Lost all signals

2011-10-27T15:42:00.000+08:00

Staring at this space, hitting the Backspace button countless times, trying to string my thoughts into words, waiting for time to pass...

Gloomy tired Thursday.

Standing tall and high

2011-10-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Waiting for Jens to come over and pick me up (yay mwa) so we can go get some fuckn awesome tau huey from Lao Ban if it's still open else we are going to get ice cream! Having this huuuuuge crave for sweet stuffs for daysssss it's frustrating and doing no good to my waistline, sigh

I've 10 over sandfly bites on my ankle right now it looks so bad and diseased that i cringe every time i look at it. Plus the itch is killing me....... No joke. + Work tomorrow, bleh

Tuesday

2011-10-25T17:43:00.003+08:00

An ad shoot i did a while back and now it's finally up. The shoot was so fuss-free and fun! I remember myself thinking that the photographer was just doing test shots until he said "Ok done we got it!" hahaha. I think they are in...Cheers???

5:40pm Is it possible for someone to be sick of being all bright, high and cheery? It is perfectly ok to feel down and awful and hate the world sometimes without any reasons right.... Right?

We found love in a hopeless place

2011-10-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

This bunch of girls i met through working at BFF, which is, by the way, the best job one could ever have. (Whose bosses would bring their staffs out to party and drink and get themselves drunk and insanely funny?!) We rot, we eat, we cam-whore, we stone, sometimes we party, we eat again, we waste time, we cam-whore again, we complain, we have our awkward moments here & there - That's our Fridays for you. I love how they make my Fridays complete, even though sometimes we just don't do anything at all. ♥

Internship Week 6 Day 1 - I feel that i've grown. I'm not that young and naive Me i'm years ago. I learnt that there are different kind of people around, the real, down-to-earth ones, the funny ones, the "i'll only cover my backside" ones, the fake ones, they truly kind and naive ones.... I've learnt to accept them all.

This is life and i'm only starting to experience it.
And maybe not liking it...

Groggy

2011-09-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

In the past twelve months at least ten people have committed suicide here. In the past week alone, three people. One of those happened to be a twelve year old boy. I can’t even grasp the fact that so many people have felt like they had no one to talk to and that nothing could get better. I’m not going to sit here and pretend like I’ve never thought about it - everyone has, but to actually go through with it is a totally different story. As hard as it is sometimes to even think of getting out of bed and get through the day, I could not do that to my family, I don’t think they could handle it. I know I couldn’t handle it if someone I was incredibly close to decided that their lives weren’t worth it without at least trying to talk to me about it. I’m not saying that talking will fix everything, but it’s worth a fucking try.

I once told my Mother, in all seriousness, that I didn’t want to exist anymore. What she got from that was that I wanted to kill myself. I guess in a way, maybe I did. She looked at me and said “If you kill yourself that’s it. Death is forever.” I already knew this, but having her say it to me made all the difference. If I had killed myself, I’d miss out on so much. Some days I fucking hate everything and nothing and no one seems worth it. A lot of the time, I am miserable. But even on those really fucked up days, something will make me smile. There is too much beauty in the world to quit and I’m reminded of that everyday.

Basically, what I’m trying to say is, it can’t be shit all the time. Things are always changing, for better or worse. As Bukowski said: What matters most is how well you walk through the fire. I don’t give a shit if we’re not friends, if you need me to listen to you, then speak the fuck up. Talk to me, or someone else, before you decide your life isn’t worth it. Do not give up when there’s still something to hold onto. Pick yourself up and move the fuck on from whatever it is that’s messing with your head. You’re worth it and if you’re not going to keep going for someone else’s sake, at least do it for your own. Don’t throw it all away when it means so much. You are important. Your life matters - remember.

Taken from x

Inhale.

Exhale.

Gloomy

2011-09-15T16:45:00.002+08:00

Super cute The Simpsons cereals!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Thursday. Means this week is almost over. Means i've almost successfully survived through 2 weeks of work yesssss. Internship is boring. I don't care if i would regret saying this but i really wish they would give me more work to do. Time is ticking by so very s..l...o..w..l..y today

It's only 4:42 oh my god...... meh

I kinda miss Zouk sausage mash

I kinda miss posting my face here

I kinda miss my bed... No i really do miss my bed.

Day 5

2011-09-09T16:08:00.002+08:00

Today is my 5th day at work and i'm slowly getting used to the things people do and talk around here.... Things i never knew about. Mostly about arts and stuffs. They make me want to learn, learn more about what they are all doing over here. I want to be more creative, i want to be different, i want to do better than what i expect myself to be. I want to surprise myself.

Michael Zavros
1820s Regency leather sofa/Favela chair/Champion dachsund ‘Windkiedach Wiggle’/a Dale Frank 2008
Oil on canvas

Stumbled upon a couple of tumblrs and i've been browsing through page after page of some very interesting graphic designs and architectures since morning. Oh by the way, the company's laptop i'm using right now takes 1hr 13 mins to start up. Random but i just find it unbelievable ugh. Ok hop over to Typocode now x

Day 2

2011-09-06T11:51:00.006+08:00

Twitter, formspring, twitter, hotmail, thought catalog, thought catalog, twitter.... You get my drift.

That's all i've been doing at work since 9am today. Am i the only weirdo who feels uneasy and guilty as hell when doing personal stuffs during work? Not like i want to, they just don't give me any assignments!?

This is driving me crazy. I'm bored and sleepy.

Thank god for someone on twitter who tweeted about Thought Catalog. It's keeping me (slightly) entertained. Thank you. :'''')

12:01 now. Time for lunch tata

Haunts me everyday

2011-09-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

Do people speak the most truth when they have alcohol in their system?
Or do people intentionally say some things because they have alcohol in their system?

My life as an intern starts tomorrow..........

I was looking forward to this day since early last semester but now i'm just dreading it. God this feeling sucks i can't even plan my other commitments properly anymore boo hoo U_U

Who loves bags?

2011-08-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

Say hi to my first caramel coloured bag!!!!

I'm really surprised by how spacious this little bag is and how it is not overly girly but still feminine enough (i hate it when things get too cutesy/girly). +1 more for it because this is probably the first bag i brought home and my mom likes it yay

Got to thank Tian Fen Lan for sponsoring this bag : ) I had a hard time deciding on which bag i want because there are so many designs and yummy colours. If only i had unlimited amount of $$$ i wouldn't think twice before getting those that i want sigh....

But oh well if i can't have them all, the most i can do is share the love with you guys. There's deinitely a bag for everyone so go now or regret!!! And while you're ogling at the bags at TFL, why not also hop over to PolkaDotPigs (TFL's sister site) for chic and affordable apparels? I heard they are gonna launch a new collection tonight.....!

Don't say i didn't give you a heads up ;)

0908

2011-08-09T21:58:00.003+08:00

Thescarletroom have updated! Go check it out now!

Be right back

2011-08-09T04:37:00.002+08:00

If you ever miss me.
Will be back real soon.

Wish me all the luck for my upcoming papers this week, would you?

Oh and by the way, i admit that i don't really care, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. I actually just like the fireworks in the sky every year on your birthday.

XOXOXOXO BLOW KISSES BYE

2 in the morning

2011-07-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

Looking through these pictures makes me feel like crying. Life suddenly seems so hard.... I really wish i could just go back to being the innocent girl 6 years ago.

I miss you E, we haven't been meeting for like what...? 1 month or more and i feel like we've drifted apart. I know you're busy with your attachment, with only 1 off day every week and i don't blame you. But now that your intership is finally over *throws confetti*, i really hope you'll make time and we can catch up soon ok? You know you're always my favourite girl, you're someone i'll never ever be awkward with & i know deep down i will never be able to find another one like you. I don't know if you'll see this but always know that i'll be here no matter what and i love you!!!! : )

O... *snaps back to reality* ...k

I am stuck at my project and i really have no freaking idea how to do it. No one can help me so what........ I wish i can just fail it without retaking this module. Sighsai

On a happier note, i'm finally gonna meet my primary school kiddos tomorrow! Luv our annual gathering because i get to see how each and everyone of them have changed even though they are always bullying me!!!!! Can't wait for our breakfast dinner yay ^_^ Guess where we are gonna dine at!

Okydokes have a good Monday everyone~~~~
XO

Uninspired

2011-07-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

I need a change.

It's the way it is

2011-07-02T06:33:00.003+08:00

Is it okay to want someone you love change they way they are just because you don't like how they are in the present? Is that still love? Shouldn't you be embracing their flaws? Really?

"Love doesn’t seem to follow a plan; it’s not a series of steps. It can hit with the force of nature—an earthquake, a tidal wave, a storm of wild relentless energy that is beyond your simple attempts at control."

But i think...

If you really love them at their best, you will love them at their worst too. That's love.

The runaways

2011-06-29T04:08:00.001+08:00

Moo pixels #1

2011-06-28T14:56:00.001+08:00

I named my iPhone Moo.

Cameras - Which would you choose?

2011-06-09T16:54:00.001+08:00

Canon Powershot G12

Sony A33

Fujifilm FinePix X100

I'm thinking of getting a camera soon but i know nuts about cameras so please help me out here if you can or if you think some other brand/model of camera is better! It'll mean so much to me and i'll appreciate it really!

Drop me a comment here - formspring.me/itsfranxcesca

THANK YOU HOPE YOU GET GOOD KARMA XOXO

Popin' Cooking Donuts

2011-06-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

Virgin popin' cooking! Surprisingly the boy enjoyed the whole process as well. One of the best, well-spent time together yay

If you haven't heard of popin' cooking or want to try out too, i got my set from this website!
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Haven't been taking much photos nowadays... I hate my camera. I can't wait to lay my hands on a new cammy!!!!! Any suggestions??

29/5

2011-05-29T03:47:00.001+08:00

"I say, when you're young, wear as little clothes as possible. You have the rest of your life to be tacky and overdecorated. Grandma won't be wearing cut-offs."
— luluandyourmom

Bulletproof

2011-05-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

Good job kitty! Good pose, good timing!!!

hey kitty kitty

I'm amused by how (inserts adjectives here) i look in this picture. Don't judge.

I really need to either trim my overgrown bangs or leave it as it is... Decision decisions

Nommmz. Did i just make you hungry?????

Unkempt hair and naked face : (

Anyone wants to get me SK-II? I want the bo-ing bo-ing flawless skin too leh

Awesome girlfriends who came over at 10pm the day before my birthday to surprise me. How can i not love them?

Tell me YJ is like super cute????!!

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Haven't seen my favourite girls for weeks now. If any of you are reading this, i miss you!!! When will be the next time we see each other omg?

On a happier note, I passed my freaking tp - that means i can drive legally now. And i've not 1 but 2 Chloe perfumes sitting in my room. Hurray. I think i might just start collecting perfumes / scented body mists.

SHOP|IF

2011-05-04T04:10:00.006+08:00

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I KNOW THERE'S NOTHING MUCH YET BUT I'LL ADD MORE OVER THE WEEKENDS HOPEFULLY
THANK YOU LUV LUV YOU GUYS WILL GET GOOD KARMA HEHE :):):):):):):)::::)

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Another year

2011-05-04T01:26:00.005+08:00

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I'll be turning 19 in 1 day's time and i'm so. not. excited. Of course, deep down i wish i could have all my friends, every single one of them to celebrate with me but sometimes it's just not possible. Everyone is so busy with their lives and birthdays are possibly the last thing in their mind they would want to care about and i guess as years go by, we'll understand that and so our expectations of having a smashing birthday with all the happy birthday thingamajig drops and all you actually want is a simple, happy, unpretentious dinner with your family and your favourite friends. I guess it's just that the older you get, birthdays just feels like any other days except that you really do get older by a year on that day. SULK

Makes sense?

Yes. I always do!!!!!

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But can i still have helium balloons on my birthday?

Oh anyway i'll most probably be attending AFF as a reporter or some sort and i'll have the privilege to walk around, talk to models, talk about the Audi cars, talk about the show etc... Sounds good right? But i'll have to like think of my own lines about what to say and all. And....... I don't think i can make it. Crapssssss

Strangers

2011-04-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

Clockwise L-R — Clare Vivier Bando Bag, Canon Powershot G12, YSL Ring, JC Nation, JC Clark, Chloe EDP, Karen Walker Shades, Monki Betty Bra, MBMJ Large Blade Watch, Clare Vivier Foldover Clutch

This list is one of my motivation slash reminder to not spend so much $ on random stuffs and online shops. I think there are like 3 more wishlists in my folder? And everything is like more expensive than the other hahahaha haiya...... I see see daydream about holding the bando bag or wearing the boots or having a new scent on me also shiok right???!

Anyway most of you might have already seen the 'Strangers, again' video on youtube or facebook or twitter but in case you haven't, you might want to watch it.........

.....and be mentally prepared. Especially for couples out there or the newly singles. This video made me tear a lil and got quite paranoid cause like now i'm constantly worrying and wondering if Jens is now at the 'Tolerating' stage, tolerating all my nonsense. :( But sometimes i just can't help myself. When i'm with him, i'll just turn into this annoying bitch and annoys the hell out of him. Sometimes i can't even stand myself and have to force myself to shut up.

I'm not kidding.

But anyhow it's good you see this cause now you know what might break your r/s and you can avoid it!!!!!!!!! I know you can't avoid some things in life, like if it's gonna happen, it will happen but then again you know~~~~

On a totally different matter, I REALLY LIKE Cathy Nguyen (female lead in Strangers again)!!!!! I like it even more when she do a collab with Victor Kim : )

http://www.youtube.com/user/lilcdawg
http://www.youtube.com/victorvictorkim

Check out their songs (they are really good)!
They made me smile and i hope they'll make your day too x

4th

2011-04-23T23:23:00.004+08:00

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1. Everyone should visit Dozo. Yums.
2. Jens's favourite photo of the day - Guess which?

Wednesday

2011-04-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired, physically and mentally. 3 days of school only and i'm already feeling like crap.
Can't wait to get out of this, can't wait to stop feeling this way.
I miss my girlfriends...

♥ for everyone,
http://formspring.me/itsfranxcesca

Goodnight.

Bits and pieces

2011-04-04T02:12:00.002+08:00

hahahahaaha this is damn cute?

Bits and pieces of February

All i hope is to be able to complete every single thing i want to do on my To-do list before Y3 starts.
2 more weeks... Just 2 more weeks and i'll settle down and get busy.

Question: Should I keep my bangs or grow it out?

Buttons

2011-04-03T04:10:00.000+08:00

Looking through all of Buttons photos (from when she was still a baby and so tiny till she grew so round and fat) really makes my heart ache quite a lot. One moment i find myself smiling at some of her photos and the next, bam! I realised she's gone and i can't help but cry. Have been wanting to write this post the moment i heard the news but part of me was avoiding it. I guess i prolly have guessed that i would be feeling this way. I hate this feeling - No one is supposed to take something someone away from somebody else just like that. It isn't fair. I haven't showed my love for her enough, i haven't played with her enough and i regret so deeply. Because i know when she was around, when she often 'run' around her cage trying to get my attention, i just gave her a few pats, talked to her for less than 10 secs and i walked away. I'm such a terrible person. But even though i don't spend as much time with her than my sister did, i still feel very attached to her. I guess i'm like this - getting too attached to every damn thing too damn easily. Have been feeling fuckn moody the whole damn day but i know i'll feel better sooner or later. I want to because it's making me really sad but somehow i don't want to too. I don't want her out of my life. Buttons wasn't just a pet, she was part of our family.

RIP Buttons (Nov 2008 - 2 Apr 2011)
I miss you terribly naughty girl

We're better than this

2011-03-22T00:54:00.001+08:00

I love my baby girls and how small little things like counting down together at 3:50am in the morning for the arrival of macdees breakfast excites us.

It's been way too long since I saw them. It's mostly just work, some quality time with myself and the laptop and J these few days... I need to get out of this before i get too comfortable which is not good.

Looking forward to good music, booze, letting my hair down and seeing the girls on wednesday
yayyayayyayyayayay

OK TIME TO POOP
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Hanging by a thread

2011-03-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

What do you do when you're not sure of the road ahead of you? Do you just embrace it without ever looking back, just waiting and fearing for the day you might fall down again? Or would you stay still at where you are and wait? Waiting not because you know you'll find a light in this darkness but waiting cause you know you'll never really find an answer but you just want to wait because you're afraid.

What am i supposed to do? How am i supposed to react now?

But i guess no matter how bad the situation is, there will always be true friends who will be beside you supporting no matter what, giving you every attention that they can which you don't deserve. Thank you bbg, you know who you are ♥

Sealed

2011-03-01T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hello March.

I know my blog's been really boring. Reading through my weird and super random posts makes it feels and seems like i'm living in my own tiny little bubble all day long. If you've been following me on twitter, which you should by the way (!!!), you'd know that i'm not a very happy girl right now. I really wish to write it all out but the thought of baring my feelings and thoughts out here just... doesn't really feel r....ight.

Anyhow, if anyone out there reading this knows of any upcoming IT fair lobang please holler at me!!!!!! TQVM LUV U
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Love and Other Drugs

2011-02-26T02:04:00.001+08:00

"I've never known anyone who actually believes that I was enough till I met you. And then you made me believe to."

"I really need you more than you need me.
"That's ok."
"No it's not, it isnt fair! I've places to go."
"You'll go there, I'll just have to carry you."
"I can't ask you to do that."
"You didn't."

"Lets just say some alternate universe has a couple just like us only she's healthy and he's perfect, and in their world it's about how much money they are going to spend on vacation; who's the man and whether they really felt guilty about the cleaning lady... I dont wanna be that man. I want us. You. This."

"I use to worry alot about who I would be when I grew up. How much money I would make or someday I would become some big deal. Sometimes the thing you most want doesn't happen. Sometimes the thing you never expect often does. You meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. Then you meet one person and your life is changed forever."

Amazing. Just amazing.

The Pierces - Secrets

2011-02-16T05:15:00.006+08:00

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead...

P/S Click title for the song : )

Newest addiction: Pretty Little Liars
Newest lesbian crush: Shay Mitchell (Emily from PLL)

♥

Princess sickness

2011-02-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

'Do you really love me? For real aaaaaaaaaaaaa?'
Hahahahahahahahhaahahahahhaah

I've Gung Jyuh Behng!!!!!!! Do you?

Mohr.

2011-02-09T01:47:00.002+08:00

(source: ihatejackets)

One of my favourite male models. I heart Cole Mohr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Results of too much studying -- Looking at half naked very good looking (inserts more appropriate adjectives) men.

Hurts - Stay

2011-02-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

Burying myself with notes papers calculator and more notes. I can feel my head screaming for a rest, crying out for help. Literally.
3 weeks, 5 papers. I can do it.

Can I do it?

I feel so lost but what can I do?
I don't know how to feel,
I could never find the words to say.
Stay, stay.

CNY2011

2011-02-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

4th day of CNY:

How was CNY for you guys? Hope y'all collected so many ang pows won so much money in gambling k HUAT EVERYBODY $$$$$$$$$

Its was definitely b-o-r-i-n-g during all those house visits, whatsmore there's hardly any gambling during those visits this year. What's chinese new year without ban luck.... right?! But all the ang pows i've collected, all the yummiest food i've ate and stuffed myself silly, all the relatives i've seen, all the new pretty clothes & shoes i get to buy and wear, all the laughters, all the gambling (6 hours and more of non-stop ban luck = me dozing off on the table during the last few rounds) and after all the many questions my relatives bombed me with,

I'm both happy and sad to say that i love this past few days and seriously, CNY is over just...like..this?!

One and only thing that made me regret most is that no photos were taken at all this year. Boofuckinghoo SIGH. Only photos of me after i prepped and ready to leave the house. Hehe ofcuz i've to camwhore a lil with makeup, which i can proudly say i put 'em on my own (!!!!!!) right (i'm not a eyeshadow eyeliner etc kinda girl so yup)?!

But still...... Haiyaiyaiiii i really wanted to take piccas with my momsie & dad one lor stupid brains %@!*&

Green nails

2011-02-01T12:10:00.001+08:00

Finally endured like two insane weeks of school filled with deadlines, deadlines, tests and deadlines. And the result of it? A sick and weak me. Just hoping i'll recover from my gastric flu (and my backache la, neckache and headache hahaha really like some old woman??) ASAP.... I wanna reach out to all the little red tubs! Especially pineapple tarts! My favourite!!

How many of you are prepared for CNY already?

Note to self: PACK & CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM TOMORROW. T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W.

Lights, doves and morning glory

2011-01-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

"Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are." --Bertold Brecht

A brand new space!